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mlm ni (29apr11) sy bersame teman ta nk tdo

hak3

we all membengkakkn mate di kdai mmak

smbil mnikmati hidangn pns yg mnyelerakan

(ayor pns + nsi pns)

smbil mg'online'kn dri di fesbuk

sy sggh sbntr di blog

usha blog org yg mcm2 story stiap ari

mcm2 ksah sdih dn gmbire

ta expect pn na lpak kdai mmak rini

na tgk bola pn tade

so sy hnye tgk hujan trun ta benti2

kilat sabung nyabung mcm ayam bersabung

adehh

sy di temani oleh 2org manusia

hahahahhaa

saya, sonia n apiz

brlaku kemendapan pd mule nye
dn akhirnye mr.raj dtg mnceriakan sonia
mnakala sy mggedik brsme apiz
hahahhaha


ta twu na wt ape
lpas ujan bnti pegi bank curi duit
bosan on9, maen monopoly
smpi la btry lappy abz
n kemendapan brlaku kmbli


adehhh
begitulah khidupn sharian
adakale hepi, adekale bosan
dan kte sbg mnusia
prlulah cri keceriaan dlm idop
dr kte mmbosankan dri kte
mngenang idop yg ta brubah2


dan saye
msih lg spt biase
mnunggu ketibaan hari
hari brganti hari
mse brgnti mse


sye ttp sye
snymn ta lekang dr bbir
'acehhhh'
brckp ta kering gusi
mggerakkn bdn mringankn berat


msih cube utk melakukan perubahan dlm hidup
;DD




. j u e .!. b e 3 b 0 o . 

what the f*** !!!

fuck man !!!

ak ta nk bli pkse2 ak bli pehal?

na tnye2 ak ape mksd alfatihah sume

ckp bdk pkai skirt pn bley jwb sume

ley ckp aku org mlyu tp bkn islam.

ape dy Tuhan ke na ltak ape agme ak?

ak twu iman ak smpi mne

ak twu mne jaat mne bruk

tade la mpi na pkse2 org mcm tu

ak tgh ckp dlm tepon ley pkse2 ak lg

pns la ak

ko na jual brpade laa

mke mnis, ayt elok2..

ak bli laa.

ni smpi gggu ak mcm ape.

na bersyarah kt ak mcm dy bgos sgt

bengang ngn ak sbb ak ta bli,,

tnjuk fuck plak kt ak.

baek ta yh syarah !

wt tmbh dosa ak je mrh kt ko

ko na ayt lek lok sket

ta yh na bndingkn sesiape

klu tu cre ko lariskn brg ko,

sia2 la ko jual bnde tu.

bkn dpt phle.

wt org doa kt ko buruk2 je

haishhhhhh

bengang sihh !

brni dy tnjuk fuck kt ak !

ase na maki je td.

pkir tu tmpt umum je

n ko lelaki !

ko sng la ckp mcm tu

sb ak pmpn

ske suki ko na ckp ape

blah la ko !

baek ak derma kt anak yatim dr ak bli brg kt ko

at least ak bg duit tu ikhlas

bkn trpakse !!

ak dpt gak bku free

geram !!!!!!!!!!!!!

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ketawa

aku ketawa dan msih ketawa

knpe?

sb ak pulang ke kl

hahahaha

ape yg best ntah.

adehh

mnjauhkn dri dr die

mndekatkn dri dgn kwn

smbl brgelak ketawa mghilangkn luka

luka yg msih brdrah

huk3

ktm oh ktm

ipoh-kl

3jam?

tmbh sejam lg

wahhh

akn dtg brjam2

kah3

ble jmpe mbr, jd segan lak

mne ta segan.

bju cm ta kne je

salu dress tshirt n jean.

simple n rilex

now dress ladies plak

aisehh

msih malu~

hak3

anda ske? anda na lihat lg?

brjggut laa

hahaha

ke da mmg ad jggut?

jeng3

tamau dress cm tu da la

cm plik je

aku kn seorg yg gnas+kuat?

hhahaa

ble dress cm tu ase cm kne cover2

ketawa pelan2

ketawa smbil ttp mlut dgn tgn

jln silang2

mke cover sweet

bhahahaha

brtmbh la keayuan saye

adehh

neway..

ske sgt jmpe mbr.

bisa ketawa n trus ketawa

n bkal ketawa mcm dlu

sonok sihh!

thx yaw !

love u all. <3 <3

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Christina Perri - Jar Of Hearts lyrics

I know I can't take one more step towards you
Cause all that's waiting is regret
And don't you know I'm not your ghost anymore?
You lost the love
I loved the most

And I learned to live, half-alive
And now you want me one more time

Who do you think you are?
Runnin' round leaving scars
Collecting your jar of hearts
And tearing love apart
You're gonna catch a cold
From the ice inside your soul
So don't come back for me
Who do you think you are?

I hear you're asking all around
If I am anywhere to be found
But I have grown too strong
To ever fall back in your arms

And I learned to live, half-alive
And now you want me one more time

Who do you think you are?
Runnin round leaving scars
Collecting your jar of hearts
And tearing love apart
You're gonna catch a cold
From the ice inside your soul
So don't come back for me
Who do you think you are?

Dear, it took so long just to feel alright
Remember how to put back the light in my eyes
I wish I had missed the first time that we kissed
Cause you broke all your promises
And now you're back
You don't get to get me back

Who do you think you are?
Runnin' round leaving scars
Collecting your jar of hearts
And tearing love apart
You're gonna catch a cold
From the ice inside your soul
So don't come back for me
Don't come back at all

And who do you think you are?
Runnin round leaving scars
Collecting your jar of hearts
And tearing love apart
You're gonna catch a cold
From the ice inside your soul
Don't come back for me
Don't come back at all 

Who do you think you are?
Who do you think you are?
Who do you think you are?

******************************

diz song is about a girl would loved a boy with evry part of her n he loved her deeply but he didn't fully undrstnd what he had when he was with her, breaking up was the hardest decision she had 2 make, she could c he felt smthng 4 smone else even though he said he still loved her n would deny any feelings 4 the other girl, but he wanted 2 see if there was smthng better n not settle down just yet 4 he was only so young, so after she had enough of the lies she left him n he chose 2 purse the other girl, but all the while his first love was on his mind. She was still heart broken and still loved him, but hates what he did to her at the same time. even looking at him brought memories of what they had together, and she felt as though no one could replace what she had with him. a year goes by and throughout the year the boy stays with the other girl but knows it was not anywhere near the magic he had with his first love. he comes back into her life wanting her advice and help with what he should do, wanting his first love to tell him that she still needs him. but she has learnt never to trust him again, she will never let someone throw her away to find something better and then come to the realisation that she was the best he could have ever had and expect her to jump straight back into his arms. he hurt her so deeply that just coming back into her life wont fix it, she wishes she never met him so he could have never hurt her, wishes he didnt have any control over her, and wishes she never fell in love with a liar. who does he think he is coming back into her life after lying and choosing someone else to replace her, it will never work because of all the hurt he caused, all the lies he said and the hate created. the scar will be with her for the rest of her life but its a reminder to her to never let someone steal a part of her again, never to be tricked into believing empty words but mostly it is a reminder to never be tricked by him again. the scar is a learning curve so she can only improve what she has from now on and as soon as there is doubt she will let her heart take over and end it before she gets another gash that should have been prevented from the start.

*****

copy n paste. hahaa.. tp meaningful ohh. the rite song 4 'him'

may ALLAH bless me.

. j u e .!. b e 3 b 0 o .

saya KUAT awk HEBAT

kmbali tersenyum?

ohh jgn !

blum tiba MASA nya

KEADAAN blm stabil

saham br na naek

jgn tamak

awk thu sya kuat

sy thu awk hebat

msing2 na jd yg trbaek

brlumba2 mcm ikan lumba

mmpu kah keadaan kmbli ceria?

mmpukah masa kmbli kn snyumn?

who knows..

hati msih blm pulih

dn masa dibiarkan brlalu bgitu shj

tnpe mmbri jwpn yg psti

dan sebenarnya??

hati keliru.

mnunggu cinta sempurna

yg susa utk dpt

bkn sume org smpurna

so ta dpt la cnta smpurna..

hahaha

cri hero tamil je lahh

plakon hndustan ke..

boleh nynyi2 kt tmn bunga.

ak kn suke nynyi.

hahahaha~

tlg jgn pkul ak..

dging ak da nk lumat

drah aku da nk beku

(reject laki yg kaki pkul. ;DD)

sje mention at cni.

kot2 ad hero yg na ngayat.

bhahahaha

tp tape lahh.

sy smkn kuat dan mkin hebat

jgn jeles yaw !

jgn snyum2 ~

rndu na gdik2 !

wahh~

<3 <3 <3

. j u e .!. b e 3 b 0 o .

cinta pudar ~

salah siapa?

aku? dia?

ak cube utk kmbali brsatu

tp hati ta mngizinkan

mengapa?

cinta pudar?

hati terluka?

hmm..

maafkan aku

i need time to sew my heart (bhahaha)

saye ta nk prubhan dlm dri awk

slh sy sb trlalu syg kt awk

smpi cmbru sy meluap2.

cume sy bkn mcm awk.

sy amek jln mudah utk buang rse saket ati

dgn berpisah.

maafkan saye..

ats ape yg awk wt kt sy..

sbnr nye susa na maafkan

tp sy cube

ble sy tgk mke awk

sy tgk air mata awk mngalir

sy nmpk kebaikan awk

sy nmpk pngorbann awk kt sy.

tp ble sy tgk sikap awk

ati sy ase saket

sy tgk gmbr,

ati sy mnangis.

awk twu silap awk

awk mntk maaf.

trlalu byk kata maaf sy dpt dr awk

seolah2 maaf dpt rawat ati yg trbelah

ati sy da thap kronik

amek mse yg lme utk ubt.

ape2 pn jge dri

kte msih kwn.

Allah larang kte utk brmusuhn

diz is our sweet memory.

i'll keep it till end.

we have love and loving each other b4

hard to forget all those things

be hepi 4 ever.

mohamad saiful ahmad daud

norbaizura ishak

frend 4 ever yahh !

. j u e .!. b e 3 b 0 o .

org hebat.

klu ley ta nk ckp sal cinte.
sb trlalu mnyakitkan
tp mmg ad brsgkut paut dgn cinte~
;DD
ape2 jelahh


ak pn ta taw la nk ckp
cnte dtg dn prgi
cnte yg ad ta prnh dihrgai
dn stlh ia prgi, adekah mse tu br na nyesal.?
pluang byk diberi, tp pluang yg diberi dibuang mcm tu je


siape yg thn? siape yg mahu?
ditipu dn tros ditipu.
jd org bdoh hnye sb cinte kt dy
yes..mmg sume org wt silap.
tp klu da twu wt slp, npe ta prbtulkan?
msih tros lakukan
seolah2 berserah aje klu da trkntoi


ak da twu lme da sal tu
ak diam n mls na gado
tp smpi ble?
smpi hati da taley pkai lg?
skng ckp brubh, esok buat lg.
same je.


dan aku?
akn brubah lg
bina kekuatan dri
mgkin stakat ni yg mmpu ak thn


brbekalkn smgt org hebat.
ak bisa kuat dn lbih kuat
(kuat kah?)
org hebat bg kegembiraan
org hebat bg harapan


aku msih bisa trsnyum riang
melupakan org jaat yg bgtu kjam mnyiat ati
dn ak disembuhkn oleh org hebat
tiap hari diiringi senyuman yg mnawan
;DD


ak brhrap dn tros brdoa
agr mslh cpt diselesaikan
dan ak msih prlukn org hebat
utk ak ilangkn kesakitn di hati
dan menyemai tanah yg sbur dlm hati
agr bunga-bungaan wangi tmbuh mkar
semekar dri ini
(mnusia dijadikan dr tnah ye.)




'i want my ORG HEBAT'






. j u e .!. b e 3 b 0 o .

--tentang kau--

ttg kau?

sape plak?

aku le tuhh..

hahaha.

ttg kau yg ber'nickname' beeboo

aku pkai lappy sis 'agktku'

smbil mggila2 ngadap bnde yg bikin ketawa

hahahaha

aku gelak juge akhr nye

lawak lahh dy tuhh

adeh

aku jeles??

oh tidakk..

kite mbr an?

mggile same2

wlaupn ak twu, ak yg pling lwak

(impian=tringn msok raja lwak)

hahaha.

ttg kau tu apa??

ad org ckp aku lah pling hebat..

uhh. bukan sme skli.

aku yg kci tjuk ok?

kau bce suda..

bhahahaha~

umm..

na tlis byk ke sket eh?

byk la..

lme sket kau bce.

membaca gaya wawasan~
smngat 1mlysia.

eh eh..

ad pix ak yg agk comel.

(perasan sebentar)

--pabila rmbt dilepaskan--

 --pabila rmbt diikat dn dibiar mnutupi dahi--

uhh..
ketika kegilaan menguasai fikiran.
beginilah jd nye..
mgedik2 smbil brposing2
smpi ad org trgoda u~
wahh.
cair gitu.

 di cni mst la mau ditulis dgn hati yg tulus

kata pihak penaja

dn pada tika ni (4.46pg)[9apr11]

ad yg mngatakan mlm yg mmbiolkan

adehhh

susa ohh mau story ape jd..

wahahhaha

yg pntg. 

senyum dan ta prlu kata apa2.

tp diharap sume hrus la brsemangat

kuat dn tabah

mnjalani kehidupan seharian

wlau pn jrg brtemu

nmun hbgn slaturhm hrus lah kukuh

waa..

semangat semua!!!

oyeh ~

'story mepek yg mggmbarkan betapa hepi nye ari ni'

;DD

. j u e .!. b e 3 b 0 o .

bila april tiba ~

bila april tiba.
hati mula berkata.
setahun lamanya.
perkenalan kita.


setahun? perkenalan? kita? siapakah?
haha~
tade pape lahh.
sume org twu..tu lagu fazley.
dr. fazley.. yg hensem tuhh..
h0h0h0


bln ni..
ape plak yg akn trjadi.
kisah gembirakah? atau sedih kah?
sorg pn ta kn twu ape na jd nt.
ape yg Allah da tlis dlm buku hidup kita.


bln lepas ak ase byk sgt kesedihan
org lain pn ad jgk rase bnde yg sme
yg hepi, hepi lahh..
yg sedih, sedih lah..
ape yg ley wt?
hnye meratapi dan cube utk berubah dan merubah.


antre kisah2 sedih yg ak dgr:
1. duit ta ckup na mkn (sedih la jgk)
2. laki ad pmpn laen (aku pn terkena)
3. kucen ta ckup mkn (sbb duet tade)
4. bju dlm ngn spentot taley na bli (bajet lari)
 5. ta dpt cuti (kls non stop)
6. cri kje ta dpt2 (ak lew tu)


byk lg sbnr nye.
tp ak na cpt tlis so sket ni je la kisah nye
susa klu pegi ngn org.
asik na cpt je.
hahha~






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