straightforward

sometimes,,be a straightforward person is not good..even though the word that we say is fact, but not everyone can accept it. why i say this is bcoz it was happen to me just now..i have a chat with a person that is my old frend,,mybe a close frend before,, i dont know..but what i know we r frend..not a serious relationship..we always chatting, messaging and even talking on da phone before..we r just a frend,,not more than that..i call her lan and he call me bb..bb is short form of beeboo..mybe it is a little sweet nickname but it is just a nickname..its doesn't mean we hve a serious relationship rite? well, now a day, bb, b, honey, papa, mama are famous nickname in some serious relationship or couples..but not 4 us..

well,,this problem is happened to me..he disappeared for a long time n now,,he greeted me at facebook..we hve chatting n suddenly,,he called me bb and said he missed the memory..the problem is my boyfrend also call me bb. i was shocked n think either i need to delete the msg or leave it..

when i think about him (my bf), i made the decision to leave the msg n let him read the mcg..at least im being honest n not hide anything from him..i promised him to tell anything so that i let him know everything. but what i got is, he was angry to me and asks me so many questions seems like he is not to believe me..i feel so sad and dont know what to do..i hve told him b4 about this but he keep asked me the same thing. how can i explain him the thing that he already know? 

am i wrong tell him about that? am i wrong i didn't dlete the mcg? should i hide anything from him? is it my fault? 

-hancuss english aku-

aku pemarah? OMG !

kate dy sjak akhir2 ni aku kuat mrh

uichh ! garangkah aku?

haduii..

wa ta taw la broo..na kate wa piyet,,blom mai lg..wa bkn berubah lorh..agknye angin monsun sampai kot..bkn salu angin monsun ade kn? huhu..wa ta nk pon mrh2 lu..tp kekdg wa siyes lu byk maen..tu yg wa angin tu..tp tade la smpi tengking lu kn? time maen te maen la, time siyes lu pon kne siyes gak..bkn wa na lu ikot wa je, wa nk lu dgr ape wa na ckp..bru lu boley jd good listener wa..hohoho. wa pon boley jd good listener tok lu, tp lu salu mepek je lbih..dlu wa gelak jgk la ble dgr cte gempak lu tu..tp ari2 na gempak taik tinge wa pon boley cair ble dgr..smpi trkuar2. hahaha..

mlm smlm time kte gado, i pon ta sgke i akn ckp mcm tu..bkn pe you, i tnsionla u desak2 i mcm tu..hur hur hur..i kureng suke org desak2 ni..bkn mksd i ta ske you..i just ta ske didesak..ble i kne desak, i jd tnsion n i akn ckp bnde yg mnyakitkan lg ta sedap di dgr dan brckp mngikut sesedap rase, bkn sesedap hati. actually, hati i ta ckp pon mcm tu..hati i ckp 'tlg la chenta ku..diam dan tenang..beri sy mse utk bertenang'..tp you lg cocok cocok kci msok n tros drah full tank kt kple..haa..kn da kne skli. wee~ i bkn jnis yg mlawan ckp org la..i lbih suke diam n ta ckp pape..it is better than fighting rite? klu ase keadaan da tegang tu, bebwak la brsaba n diam..let me cry, n after that i will be okay..ok honey? :)

seterok mne te gado, i will not leaving you ! wlaupon kekdg ego tu meninggi setinggi langit, sy ttp akn cari awk balek..wlaupon ia mkn mse smggu utk hilangkn ego tu,sy ttp akn cri wlaupon awk pnh ugut sy yg awk akn blah dr idop sy if sy wt prangai..kekdg sy seram gak ble awk ugut2 sy, kekdg saket ati gak ble awk ugt sy, tp sy ni jnis ta mkn smn pnye org. bhahahaha..awk ckp la mcm mne skli pon,,ego sy ttp tggi..awk blah, sy pon blah..tp yg psti, slgi sy syg kt awk, sy ttp syg kt awk..bia la ape org na ckp skli pon or mgkin time awk pon da ta nk kt sy,tp klu sy na syg awk,sy ttp na syg awk smpi la awk maki sy, saketkn ati sy, bru sy akn blah dr idop awk..tp caye lahh..satu ari nt awk mst egt kt sy n cri sy balek..sbb ape? sb sy ade something special yg org laen tade..kan kan kan? :) sy byk kurg, tu sy thu..so, ta yh na ckp byk. hehehe

apepon...

iloveyou my gemokk..

sy ta kn tgglkn awk trkontang knting..

:)

7bln da te in relation..

syg sy kt kmu ta pnh brubah..

ini life kte..

dont let any messy thing disturb us..

ok darling??

<3 <3 <3

.j u e .!. b e e b o o.

Norbaizura Ishak

rse tk perlu la awk th siape sya kan....

da cmfrm2 blh teka nye....

cukup untuk awak bce ape yg sy nk ckpkn ny...

cm ne nk mula ehhh....

sya nk awk th yg sy syg awak sgt2 dan sya nk awk ingt tu....

sya th kadng2 sy suka wat awak mrh2...

tambhkn tension awak....

bgi awak blur2...

pas uh wat awk sdih.....

sy mntk maaf klw sy bnyk susahkn awk.....

sy tkde niat pon nk wat cm tu kt awak...

cuma kadng2 sy pon geram gk ngn awk....

mne tk nye kn ble tachink...

pehhhh aje nye ckup pyh nk pjuk nye....

tp sya tk kisah pon....

terasa cm edventure....

bru nmpk ala2 hero skit...

hero msti slalu gmpk nye...

tkpe la skli skala puji dri sndri law tk spe nk puji kan...

law blh lah sya tk nk gdoh oh ngn awak lme2....

rse cm tk syok lak....

mendap jer ty kt umh...

sbb tu sy nk pjuk2 awak.....

kasi eppy2 skit ble jmpe awk....

ble jmpe awak lak kn....

bnda yg sy tggu ble awak lawak mengong2...

da la mengong masok air lak tu...adehhh..

dan bnda tu la yg slalu wat sya ingt kt awak...

yg wat sy rindu kt awak.....

sy tk nk th sal kisah silam awak....

sy tk nk th awak cm ne dlu...

sy cuma nk awak yg skrng ny...

dan bnda uh tk berubah smpai ble2...

walau ape pon yg jadi nnti....

sy tk nk ckp psl mse yg akn dtg...

tp sya nk awak th yg sya sygkn awak sgt2...

sy akn jage awk sebaik mngkin....

sy tkde ape2 untuk awk..

tp sy ade syg sy untuk awak...

awak adalh yg terbaik yg penah sy ade...

jgn ingt senang2 jer sy nk lpskn awk....

dan sy nk awak jer.....

sy tk ksh awak ny kuat tachink ker...

apa ker....

yg pnting you are my only one and the best person I ever had !!!

(sekali skala hack blog owg len tkpe kot)