y i should telling this i dont know but what i know is tonite im really2 upset with me..now, 4:10am im still not sleep bcoz too much thinking bout this..and also SELSEMA yg ta twu ble na ilang wt aku jd tnsion gilaa..u know what? tghri td pnye lahh hepi gilaa..umm..tade la gile sgt but it seems like hari2 biasa yg ktorg salu lalui..full of happiness, childish, kegilaan n so on..sometimes gado jugak tp ta trok pon..
hari ni ta gado, but im just feel a little frustrated with myself..by thinking what i've done to him since our 1st met, in love and until now...aku ase bodo tramat sbb bwk die msok dlm mslh aku..
well..actually it is a small problem btween us..i just need his help, n suddenly something was happened..something that makes me realize that im doing wrong..something that show me how i am taking easy about someone feeling..mcm2 la yg aku seda..tp ase nye bnde ni aku da seda lame da..cume kate2 dy yg sedapkn ati aku wt aku amek mudah ttg ape yg ta btol..
sory..mybe im misunderstood u..im think too much n satu persatu jwpn tu kua, aku da pkir bnde laen..yea..aku trlalu mnyusahkan kau..aku twu bnde ni sbnr nye kcik je tp ble aku fkir sdalam yg bole, bnde tu jd besa..mgkin mlm ni je pon aku seda bnde2 ni, esok aku buat balek..i know myself..kau sedapkan ati aku, n aku lupe bnde tu n aku buat balek mende tu..i dont know why, but im still doing that..aku da cube tok ubh prangai aku tp 2 3 hari lpas tu aku akn jd balek..
aku twu kau baek gila dgn aku..aku ta niat pon na take advantage kt kau..i just need ur help..kau twu keadaan aku..tp mgkin aku trlalu byk mnx tlg kau smpi kau fed up dgn aku..huh! kau twu je la pmikiran aku mcm mne..mgkin kau fkr cani, aku fkr cmtu..tp ta slh klu aku luah ape aku na luah kan? sory a aku tlis kt cni..i dont know where to express myself, to whom..but i think is ok if i write here, mybe somebody will read it but i dont care..
aku just na share ase sdih aku yg tetbe dtg ni..aku mmg suke sdih sndri pon..tade angin tade ribut, tetbe je nages..
ok..pg ni da ari rbu n aku ade kls dr kul 12 smpi 9.30mlm..aku na tdo, rehatkn otak..hope bgn nt flu da ilang, ase sedih da pegi jauh2, ego da kurg..hmm..mybe ego tu still ade..sori..ego aku gile tggi lahh..klu rjin aku g kls, klu mls all day aku stay kt uma wt work..okay? t da ok aku update lg. klu de tenet laa..sje na tgk cane plak time aku hepi..now sedih kan? huhu..
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